It really sucks not being able to be there this year. Even if I wasn’t playing I want to go down just to see all the old homies. I knew I wasn’t going to be there this year, but now that it’s that time, it really sucks.
Level 5 death con game player.
This girl is playing all kinds of games right now.
So I’m eating a bag of cheddar jalapeño cheetos when my mom grabs a handful while saying she loves cheetos! Like two bites in she threw them back at me and said “holy shit” and got mad I didn’t tell her.
An ex girlfriend from freshman year in high school who I haven’t talked to in years just called me drunk at 4:25 in the morning. How weird is that?
I’ve never tried to do something this good regarding school. I feel pretty confident I’ll do good. Fingers crossed
The dream revisited
Firefighting and paintball, it’s been the dream for awhile now. And I’m on my way to living it. Getting there is going to be the struggle, and that’s half the fun! I’m excited about the future. Living life the way I see it, and the way I want. Ayyeee! Haha
Hahaha How did I just call that? I must be psychic.
work work workie work.
Cutting the deficit in half?
I just heard that if the Bush tax cuts were to expire that in five years that Americas deficit would be cut in half? Is that true? I want to know the facts on that. Than imagine if we got out of the war. In that five years I bet we would be prosperous as a nation again!
Everyone searches for that other person who is perfect for them. Im not convinced that exists. I may be young, but I have a pretty good idea of who I am as a person. I’ve gone through a lot of personal struggle to figure that out. What I’ve come to figure out is that you really need to be in tune with your true self before even beginning to think of bringing another person in to your...
Political conversations tickle my fancy.
I watch fox news a lot. Which surprises me more than probably anybody, because I disagree with almost every statement made. But I think you have to pay attention to what both sides of politics and what they are saying to truly understand and be educated on politics. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer. It kind of applies here. But at the same time I can’t say that republicans...
This whole being alone thing is starting to kind of suck. It’s been like 4 months since I’ve been able to hang out with a friend.
Four hour long classes. They suck. I’ve been here since 8. Won’t get out of here until 4 and only accomplish two classes. That just sounds silly to me. But whatever. It’s just like high school. I’m ready to graduate and start working and start my real life. Fire rescue paintball and doing me. Pete Utschig is for sure living the dream.
When I moved to Kansas I thought maybe it would be a new beginning for me and the love I have for this sport after the unfortunate “death” of the Indiana paintball scene. What I didn’t think of was that I was moving away from everything and everyone that made me love this sport as much as I do. The people here are cool, but it isn’t the same. I don’t share that...
I’m starting to lose my mind here. I’m running out of things to fill my day with and keeping myself occupied. Hopefully I land this job at A&F and starting working a bajillion hours like I’m use to. Fire rescue school starts on the 11th. I’m so ready to get that out of the way, land a sick job saving lives, and doing my own thing which is living the dream.
This Sunday will mark a month that i have been in this place. It doesn’t feel like it. I miss all the homies but I’m trying to make the best of everything as much as I can. Trying to keep living the dream.
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